ALONE

29. Sad. I like songs about rain.

Been trying to call my doctor non stop for 35 minutes. It might be easier to just kill myself

I wish I had a recording of johns voice. I’m scared that I’m forgetting what he sounded like. It’s been 10 years without him and I’m heartbroken all over again

quotemadness:

“I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.”

— Melissa Cox

quotemadness:

“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff

quotemadness:

“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff

7nmr:

i hate how sometimes i can’t find the right words to describe what’s going on in my mind.

bnmxfld:

“I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different, too.”

— Heather Davis / The Clearing

wordhaze:

“Maybe I’ll see you in another life, if this one wasn’t enough.”

— Florence + the Machine; How Big, How Blue, How Beautiful